"with a bunch of souvenirs and a smile for your mouth
I really missed ya, each and every night I kissed ya
in my dreams before I went to sleep
to LaLa land to count them sheep"
Paris Tokyo by Lupe Fiasco

I have missed you guys…I’ve been trying to make miracles happen and that has left me with NO TIME to update you guys....I’m still overwhelmed with things (i.e. life, taking care of my baby’s left knee (we will get to that later).  I’ve been all over racking up my blog topic/travelling miles over the last couple of weeks.  From the VMA’s in Los Angeles to the worlds biggest Porn Convention (filming for a show..I swear), to watching Michael Phelps bomb on Saturday Night, seeing Kevin Garnett at a Chipotle, to saying bye to
Mr. Avery (you will be back in no time), reuniting with future baby daddy Josh Lucas at a Fashion Week event, to dealing with a slight heartbreak situation but guess what I’m back and while heartbreaks are not fun, with the help of my girls, I’ve dusted myself off and back to business.  I’m not trying to give the slight heartbreak any more time but the thing was a common courtesy.  You say you want me somewhere but don’t invite me?  I call BS…hope the trollups were with it (but they never are).  “I’m not trying to get a date…I’m trying to get a deal”, words spoken by my best friend and she couldn’t be more right. 

I've been beyond myself trying to figure out what to do and how much I would kill for more hours in the day.  But then again that would create more time for busy work so then I'm back where we started.  And I have some exciting things coming and we're putting it down.  Before you know it me and my team will be living the good life in our overwhelmingly fabulous house in California.

I've received so many emails from people saying how much they miss me writing.  And during a hard time, I really appreciated it.  I’m hoping to get things back to normal soon but I’m going to try to resume posts this weekend.  Love you all.  Thanks for coming back.